My grandma died last night. Out of respect for the few family members I actually care about, this is all I will say about the matter, but rest assured I am a very angry, confused girl right now. I processed the news by jump roping vigorously off and on from 11pm to 1:30am and spitting a very vitriolic rant in Henry’s face, who was nice enough to stay up way past his bedtime for me, even after a weekend full of bratty outbursts and break-ups.
I felt I should at least say something on here about it, since many of you have been so nice and caring regarding my Grandma and the whole saga that has unraveled over the last few years.
This has ripped the scab right off my precariously-compounded Pappap wound. There are not enough pictures of Jonny Craig in the world to get me through this one.
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=[ I’m so sorry to hear. *hug* I have no idea what else to say. I never knew any of my grandparents, so I don’t know what it feels like to lose someone like that, that you really care about.
I’m going to email you instead of leaving some stuff here in comments. All I will say is that I am sending you a HUGE hug over the interwebs.
I’m so sorry.
Hey, I never got a chance (i.e.: I have ADD and got distracted) to comment on your post about the tuition/dysfunctional family thing…
Mine is the same way, and I’ve learned over the past few years that I’m SO much better off without them. It’s definitely sad at times when I feel like I have no one, but I’d honestly rather be all alone in this world than deal with what those people do to me. It hurts a thousand times more because they’re supposed to be the ones who love you… but they don’t. And they are assholes.
Sorry for rambling on about my problems… I just wanted you to know that you’re definitely not alone in this one. I know it can seem like it when everyone else is having fun and being close to their families, but it’s true. There are too many of us out there.
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I love the crap out of you, my friend. You’ll be in my thoughts all day
I’m so sorry, Erin. My heart goes out to you.
Erin, I’m so sorry!
I’m sorry to hear about your grandmother, Erin.
Take care of yourself.
I am so sorry.
I’m so sorry to hear about her passing. *hugs* Hope that you are hanging in there.
Erin, I am so very sorry to hear of your loss.
I’m so sorry, Erin. <3
Erin, we may not be close anymore but it makes my heart feel terrible to hear this. I’m sorry if stopping by upsets you it’s just I like to check on you. Huge hugs & lots of love sent your way. I’m sorry for your terrible loss.